still can't sleep.

i got up and got ready for the day, i thought i had an appointment to get a new cpap (because i seen on the calendar on my cell phone that i had an appointment for my cpap on there but it wasn't on my wall calendar where i usually put my appointments- so i assumed i just forgot to put it on my calendar on the wall), the lyft driver was driving me and we were on hennepin ave. (because that's what was on my cell phone calendar) but he couldn't find the right numbers, so he was gonna drop me off on the sidewalk near where it said the address was but it wasn't on the buildings.. i raised my voice and said, "ALRIGHT. JUST DROP ME OFF HERE. I'LL GET RAN OVER BY ALL THESE CARS WHEN I FALL, CALLING MY RETURN RIDE." and i got out of the vehicle, then called fredrick and asked him the address, he told me what he seen and i told the driver and he said that's where the gps took him. so i gave the phone to the driver and let him talk to fredrick, that didn't help, so i took the phone back and called a return ride home from lyft. the same driver who was dropping me off told me that he got a request from lyft to return me to my place, so i got in the car and we went back to my home. i had canceled my therapy session because it was at the same time as my appointment for my cpap, so i basically canceled it for nothing. i seen another appointment scheduled i think next monday or the monday after that for my cpap on my calendar.. so i'm HOPING that's the correct appointment, so i can actually fall asleep right away and wake up well rested soon. i also tentatively scheduled another job interview at some clinic in minneapolis.. hopefully things work and i get a job there because i'm BORED and like i said- i tend to get in trouble somehow when i get too bored (which does NOT mean i should go to courage kenny mindlessly because they just underestimate me there to take advantage of my lack of knowledgable advocacy, so i get kept doing easy shit that my living room wall could do and they expect me to keep a good attitude about it while still engaging in their pointless activities my living room wall could do which don't help me at all but it helps them get business while they take advantage of their vulnerable clients LACKING KNOWLEDGABLE ADVOCACY). i'll just continue to look for jobs now.